nowwww im feeling the pressure. my classes are getting ssso much harder and i really don't feel like im where i need to be in each class. the professors are moving ssssso fast , its almost like everything is a review. you HAVE to study the material almost everyday on your own to master it. im really proud of myself because i spent the entire weekend studying chemistry, and it felt really good. i've noticed alot of people are forgetting the trueeee purpose of college and getting lost in the parties , drinking or whatever ! i refuse to let that happen to me, all that crap is a waste and could hurt you and hold you back from your potential achievements. i mean its totally cool to hang out and party but it should't become a habit ..! anywaysss .. i was doing sssoo good at not being homesick and then me and my boyfriend back home get into a huge argurment. it really sucks because hes definitely best friend and even though we're miles away .. hes kept me sane and focused .. he pushes me to actually stay out here. and im worried im gonna get discourage and wanna go home againnnnnnn because we aren't talking and i feel like if i was home everything would be fineeeee. aaahh i don't know .. i guess we'll see how this week goes ..